As a child I was thrown into states custody to top off the abuse of the people whom swore to love me.. I learned quickly the worst of the world and I learned how to not only survive, but excel in the environments I was tossed to. I knew my choices to not end my… Continue reading Families are Becoming Extinct! …
I remember as a foster child, foster parents would get these packets or stacks of part facts, and part opinion, about us. It was like a bible to some on how they viewed these. I would be introduced by reasons I became a ward of the state. It would follow the introduction with a list… Continue reading What is a Tortured Soul (part two)
Unwilling to take risk Overwhelmed with fears Recluse /keeps to themselves Attention hungry Clingy Jealous acting Without prompt lacks trust Controlling Needy Distant Fear to commit Promiscuous Secretive Self destructive Eager to push limits or boundaries Wreck- less acting Anxious Depressed Hot cold acting OCD /PTSD / depression diagnosis Confusion on boundaries Extreme strict boundaries… Continue reading 25 Signs Someone Had a Traumatic Childhood!
So, you've recently had a relationship come to an end. There are so many emotions going on after a split. No matter who ended the relationship. A relationship can take a toll on self confidence especially when there are issues of cheating. No matter the cause, a makeover always made me feel so much better.… Continue reading Break Up Makeover Musts!
I'm a thirty something year old woman with a secretive hopeless romantic side..Yet, I also am jaded ....and I'm diagnosed with an attachment disorder, which basically states I'm distant and avoidant. This doesn't just apply to dating but also family & friends . People without this battle, probably have no idea the lengths I take… Continue reading What is a Tortured Soul?
There are betrayls that are minor and betrayls that are extreme. There are definitely levels to this knife through the heart for me. I've experienced more Betrayl in my life then loyalty. I believe some cuts leave deep wounds that may not show at the average eye, yet they are apparent to any soul with… Continue reading Betrayl …The Murder of My Soul
I'm supposed to be over this hold you have over me. Our love story began as young adults and over the years, we've changed . It just seems we have always been two people who run from each other only to be like magnets returning to each other's side. I know we are both extremely… Continue reading You’re My Favorite Addiction… (Still)
When you say,"I do." you never dream there will be a day that ....you,your lover,or both say..."I don't ." You dream of rocking side by side in a rocking chair sipping on your fresh cup of coffee. You dream of children opening their Christmas presents as the two of you look in enjoying the moment.… Continue reading Coping With Divorce Project 202 (for the courageous ones)
A letter to the ones who broke me-- I could never be "good enough" when you had me as "only yours". It didn't matter that I seen how amazing I am. It didn't matter that I'm beautiful or that I love so deeply. It didn't matter to you..You never accepted my loyalty and returned the… Continue reading A Letter To The One’s Who Broke Me…
You lay in bed for hours replaying every bittersweet memory and just feel so lost. As your mind wonders and the weeks go by, you catch yourself a bit angry over the ways you too were neglected in this relationship you treasure(d). You look in the mirror and can't ever recognize that person looking back… Continue reading Coping With Divorce Project 101 (for the courageous ones)