As a child I was thrown into states custody to top off the abuse of the people whom swore to love me.. I learned quickly the worst of the world and I learned how to not only survive, but excel in the environments I was tossed to. I knew my choices to not end my… Continue reading Families are Becoming Extinct! …
I remember as a foster child, foster parents would get these packets or stacks of part facts, and part opinion, about us. It was like a bible to some on how they viewed these. I would be introduced by reasons I became a ward of the state. It would follow the introduction with a list… Continue reading What is a Tortured Soul (part two)
Unwilling to take risk Overwhelmed with fears Recluse /keeps to themselves Attention hungry Clingy Jealous acting Without prompt lacks trust Controlling Needy Distant Fear to commit Promiscuous Secretive Self destructive Eager to push limits or boundaries Wreck- less acting Anxious Depressed Hot cold acting OCD /PTSD / depression diagnosis Confusion on boundaries Extreme strict boundaries… Continue reading 25 Signs Someone Had a Traumatic Childhood!
How our friends and family see our relationship and our mate can influence how we do as well...We feel more comfortable and confident with our Lovers when they're accepted by our loved ones. Sometimes, men and women let their friends or family have too much information,input,and weight on how we see things or deal with… Continue reading 12 Ways We Destroy Potentially Great Relationships!
So, you've recently had a relationship come to an end. There are so many emotions going on after a split. No matter who ended the relationship. A relationship can take a toll on self confidence especially when there are issues of cheating. No matter the cause, a makeover always made me feel so much better.… Continue reading Break Up Makeover Musts!
I'm a thirty something year old woman with a secretive hopeless romantic side..Yet, I also am jaded ....and I'm diagnosed with an attachment disorder, which basically states I'm distant and avoidant. This doesn't just apply to dating but also family & friends . People without this battle, probably have no idea the lengths I take… Continue reading What is a Tortured Soul?
There are betrayls that are minor and betrayls that are extreme. There are definitely levels to this knife through the heart for me. I've experienced more Betrayl in my life then loyalty. I believe some cuts leave deep wounds that may not show at the average eye, yet they are apparent to any soul with… Continue reading Betrayl …The Murder of My Soul
Baby girl, I'm just a woman who has experienced pain deeper than I'd like to admit. I'm an amazing catch with poor choices in the men I date. I'm complex and I'm guarded yet I'm also capable of love so deep,most people never ever get in life. I recognize the rare hearts like my own.… Continue reading Letter for a Broken Girl: As You Destroy Him to His Core, You Destroy You.
I'm supposed to be over this hold you have over me. Our love story began as young adults and over the years, we've changed . It just seems we have always been two people who run from each other only to be like magnets returning to each other's side. I know we are both extremely… Continue reading You’re My Favorite Addiction… (Still)
A little broken is one way to describe my current state of being. I guess, I strive to be so strong that finally when I have hit bottom it's like an egg falling from a ten story window. Then I'm left to put me back into a shell that's in pieces . I'm left to… Continue reading Good verses evil of a broken soul
Much like our favorite pizza, we all have different sauce recipes. We have different unique combinations of topings. It's like how we have different personalities , backgrounds ,and interests. No two people are exactly the same. Each have their own demons and their own light they can bring to the world. We have to embark… Continue reading Special Pizza
I had overcame my self-esteem issues I'd thought. I didn't realize that my self-esteem also included feeling wanted, appreciated,and loved... I found myself rather attractive physically . I thought I offered something to a partner worth value. I just didn't feel the world seen me for me. I didn't feel anyone ever truly cared or… Continue reading What Is My Worth? A Self-Worth Journey
A letter to the ones who broke me-- I could never be "good enough" when you had me as "only yours". It didn't matter that I seen how amazing I am. It didn't matter that I'm beautiful or that I love so deeply. It didn't matter to you..You never accepted my loyalty and returned the… Continue reading A Letter To The One’s Who Broke Me…